I don't know about you, but recently I've been feeling angry. I am not at all unfamiliar with anger as an emotion, but something about the present moment seems to stir up anger in a way which is particularly difficult to deal with. Most recently, it has been mainly the news from across the Atlantic that has made me angry - not just the terrible events themselves, but the appalling arrogance and self-satisfaction of those driving them. It makes me angry. And I've realised that my feeling of anger is compounded by a sense of helplessness. Often when I am angry about things, I can do something about them. I can have a conversation with the person who has angered me, I can remove myself from a situation. Here I can't do either of those things. I don't have the ear of, say, the President of the United States, but I am obliged to live in a world over which he has a huge influence. And I am angry about that, and angry about the people (including, and perhaps especially, those who invoke the name of Christ) who enable that. Helplessly, hopelessly, angry.
As an aside, and in case you think this is unduly politically one-sided (though for myself I think sometimes one-sidedness is called for), here are some other things from across the political spectrum that have made me feel similarly angry recently: the deliberate erosion of the idea of the sanctity of human life by British politicians; the crass materialism which drives our politics; the confusion over sex and gender which has been deliberately inculcated to forward an individualistic and antinomian agenda; the critical underfunding of services in the UK to the point of collapse... The list goes on. I'm quite angry.
And this is where I think some of those dark and slightly awkward passages from the Psalms are pretty helpful. You know the sort.
Punish them, God;
let them fall by their own schemes.
Drive them out because of their many crimes,
for they rebel against you.
God, if only you would kill the wicked
–you bloodthirsty men, stay away from me –
who invoke you deceitfully.
Your enemies swear by you falsely.
Lord, don’t I hate those who hate you,
and detest those who rebel against you?
I hate them with extreme hatred;
I consider them my enemies.
The examples could be multiplied. What are these angry passages doing in the Bible? Well, surely one thing they're doing is reminding me - and you, if you feel at all like I do - that the situation is neither helpless nor hopeless. When we are angry, we can voice our anger in prayer to God - and these passages remind us that we don't have to first moderate that emotion, clear it up, tone it down. No, here is full on anger, but it is anger brought into the presence of God. Anger that implores him to do something about people and situations I can do nothing about.
The very violence of these verses is, I think, helpful. God, if only you would kill the wicked. I can't, and I shouldn't. But you can, O Lord - vengeance is yours, you will repay. And of course it is safe to make this appeal to God, in a way it would not be safe to make it to anyone else. He knows what is right, and he will do what is right. Only he can judge who are the wicked who must die; only he can ensure that the arrogant rebels receive what they deserve. If I call down curses on an innocent head in my anger, he is able to turn those curses into blessings, and indeed to correct my perception if I am open to that. In my anger, I commit myself and the world for which I am concerned to God.
Of course these Psalms aren't here for every moment of pique and fit of rage I might experience. But when there is real anger, with real cause, here are prayers I can pray.
So helpful! Thank you.
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